Friday, August 5, 2011


WoW!! A lot can change in 2 years. I now live at Lake of the Ozarks. I love it here. Summer, however, has gone by incredibly fast. I have begun to go back for teacher work days and trainings and all of that Jazz. I have so much to talk about, but I have 0 time right now. I have a lot of catching up to do. LOL. Anyway, I will be back in later. Thats a promise, because Now I remember my password. He he

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Wow I cant believe it has been 6 months already! And already Sept (after labor day!!) So much has changed in my life... Im no longer in Arizona yucky old stinky arizona) Obviously no longer engaged. My life is better now. I am teaching Middle School ESL and Special Ed. Math. I love it here. I have an adorable little house (you can see facebook if youd like) Wow.. not a lot to write ... actually a little lazy to write right now.... but I will say hello later

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Its all Good!

I HAVE MY CAR BACK!!!!! Im so happy I could Scream!! Not that I mind the bike rides but let me tell you! Thank you everyone for commenting on my blog I am so grateful for your support. (I didnt realize so many people read my blog gosh! Thanks guys) I am actually Honestly doing well I had a bad weekend where I was really sad- and then on Monday morning the most amazing thing happened and I woke up as if a weight had been lifted from my shoulders, I felt TOTALLY Empowered and ready to take back my life, and let me tell you I LOVE it.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


WOW I'm so beyond pissed at Michail! Breaking up with him was my idea, after (STUPID ME) combining our finances ( I allowed him to talk me into it---- were getting married -- we should combine money -- such a SUPER [stupid] IDEA) I allowed Michail to talk me into taking care of my tags on my car in a way I already knew was not good - Which in turn caused me to get pulled over and lose my license plates and Drivers license -- I KNEW BETTER, But I listened to him. So for the past almost 2 weeks now I have been biking to work and anywhere else. He told me he took care of it and sent a money order to MVD RIGHT!? It has been two weeks since he "supposedly" sent it in. Now he is back tracking and canceling the money order he sent in so I can pay with credit card....I found out today its a canceled credit card.... SO GLAD I DIDNT CALL THE DMV TO PAY. NOW here is the other thing Last Jan. (a year ago Jan) I found out by mistake that Michail had been looking at Porn --- Not just any porn but Gay porn. He even had a account looking for men. Ok, I confronted him... we had a fight... he told me some story about some old friend played a HUGE prank on him... ok sounded totally believable and I bought it hook line and sinker.... again in June found some more stuff... confronted him - again Lied to me. Yelled at a friend in front of me "staged' a yelling at a friend in front of me. and now I found almost $150 worth of receipts for porn just in Feburary alone! Guess where My Tab money went? Instead of paying for car tabs... "I" paid for porn!!!! GAY PORN!!!


Sunday, March 15, 2009

Well Michail and I have called it quits. I'm taking a giant step, breathing, and moving back to Missouri. I'm super sad that its over. I love him I think I always will, but when there are more tears than laughs well that's when its time to say good-bye. I am going to miss him a lot he had become my best friend, but the Lord knows and will be there for both of us to pick ourselves up and move on.
To Michail,
I will miss you terribly. Thank you for all of the memories you will be in my heart for a very long time. I wish you the best. Good luck
Stay true,
Love always,

Sunday, February 22, 2009

What have you done?

I thought this was cool. Got this game from Tara who got it from Ryan Ashley at Optimistic Cynicism who got it from Megan over at INfertile Myrtle. Anyone can play along, just BOLD the things you have done.
1. Started your own blog.

2. Slept under the stars.

3. Played in a band

4. Visited Hawaii.

5. Watched a meteor shower.

6. Given more than you can afford to charity.

7. Been to Disneyland.

8. Climbed a mountain.

9. Held a praying mantis.

10. Sang a solo. I've played solo flute. Never sang... but playing counts ... :)

11. Bungee jumped.

12. Visited Paris.

13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.

14. Taught yourself an art from scratch.

15. Adopted a child.

16. Had food poisoning.

17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty.

18. Grown your own vegetables.

19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France.

20. Slept on an overnight train.

21. Had a pillow fight.

22. Hitch hiked.

23. Taken a sick day when you're not sick.
24. Built a snow fort.

25. Held a lamb.

26. Gone skinny dipping.
27. Run a marathon.

28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice.

29. Seen a total eclipse.

30. Watched a sunrise or sunset.

31. Hit a home run.

32. Been on a cruise.

33. Seen Niagra Falls in person.

34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.

35. Seen and Amish community.

36. Taught yourself a new language.

37. Had enough money to truly be satisfied.

38. Seen the leaning tower of Pisa in person.

39. Gone rock climbing.

40. Seen Michelangelo's David.

41. Sung karaoke.

42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt.

43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant.

44. Visited Africa.

45. Walked on a beach by moonlight.

46. Been transported in an ambulance.

47. Had your portrait painted.

48. Gone deep sea fishing.

49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person.

50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris.

51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling.

52. Kissed in the rain.

53. Played in the mud

54. Gone to a drive-in theater.

55. Been in a movie.

56. Visited the Great Wall of China.

57. Started a business.

58. Taken a martial arts class.

59. Visited Russia.

60. Served in a soup kitchen.

61. Sold Girl Scout cookies.

62. Gone whale watching.

63. Gotten flowers for no reason.

64. Donated blood, platelets, or plasma.

65. Gone sky diving. I want to!

66. Visited a Nazi concentration camp.

67. Bounced a check. :(

68. Flown in a helicopter.

69. Saved a favorite childhood toy.

70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial.

71. Eaten caviar.

72. Pieced a quilt.

73. Stood in Times Square.

74. Toured the Everglades.

75. Been fired from a job.

76. Seen the changing of the guards in London.

77. Broken a bone.- Just my middle toe

78. Been on a speeding motorcycle.

79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person.

80. Published a book.

81. Been to the Vatican.

82. Bought a brand new car.

83. Walked in Jerusalem.

84. Had your picture in the paper. - Had an article published in the paper, though.

85. Read the entire Bible.

86. Visited the White House.

87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.

88. Had Chicken pox.

89. Saved someone's life.

90. Sat on a jury.

91. Met someone famous.

92. Joined a book club.

93. Lost a loved one.

94. Had a baby.

95. Seen the Alamo in person.

96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake.

97. Been involved in a lawsuit.

98. Owned a cell phone.

99. Been stung by a bee.

100. Read an entire book in one day.