BEYOND PISSED!!!

WOW I'm so beyond pissed at Michail! Breaking up with him was my idea, after (STUPID ME) combining our finances ( I allowed him to talk me into it---- were getting married -- we should combine money -- such a SUPER [stupid] IDEA) I allowed Michail to talk me into taking care of my tags on my car in a way I already knew was not good - Which in turn caused me to get pulled over and lose my license plates and Drivers license -- I KNEW BETTER, But I listened to him. So for the past almost 2 weeks now I have been biking to work and anywhere else. He told me he took care of it and sent a money order to MVD RIGHT!? It has been two weeks since he "supposedly" sent it in. Now he is back tracking and canceling the money order he sent in so I can pay with credit card....I found out today its a canceled credit card.... SO GLAD I DIDNT CALL THE DMV TO PAY. NOW here is the other thing Last Jan. (a year ago Jan) I found out by mistake that Michail had been looking at Porn --- Not just any porn but Gay porn. He even had a chemistry.com account looking for men. Ok, I confronted him... we had a fight... he told me some story about some old friend played a HUGE prank on him... ok sounded totally believable and I bought it hook line and sinker.... again in June found some more stuff... confronted him - again Lied to me. Yelled at a friend in front of me "staged' a yelling at a friend in front of me. and now I found almost $150 worth of receipts for porn just in Feburary alone! Guess where My Tab money went? Instead of paying for car tabs... "I" paid for porn!!!! GAY PORN!!!

HOW STUPID CAN I BE!!!!????? WOW AM I PISSED!!!!?????? OH SO MUCH SO!!! AT MICHAIL AND MYSELF FOR BELIEVING HIS LIES!!